Turn On.Tune In.Drop Out.

It’s 2 AM, I’m dying from allergies, and watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall.

My sister got my entire family sick, which is just lovely considering I have my closing weekend in 4 days. I sound like a nasal old man which is fantastic and my puppy is taking over my bed as he sleeps.

But I’m really, really happy. Something about summer puts me in the greatest mood, even if everything sucks. My mood instantly increases no matter what I’m doing and everything gets better. It makes me realize that as long as you appreciate little things in life, everything else will slowly fall into place. I focus on the sun and the breeze and my surroundings and positivity really just flows out of me and nothing hurts. I never really get lonely or yearn for a significant other, even though it never hurts when one comes around. But the summertime makes me comfortable to be alone and embrace myself.

The other day a bunch of my friends went into our friend’s pool and they were all significantly thinner, but I genuinely really didn’t care. I have curves and an ass and cellulite and I’m in love with everything crevasse of it because insecurity prevents me from enjoying my days so it’s not worth it. The best was when my friend said “I really want to be thinner” and I responded with “I really want some ice cream.”

Why be negative and degrading? Positivity is always the answer. Summer of Love 2012 <3